lately  

Posted by ArsCariosus in

I haven't written anything in this blog lately, and that's because of the fact that we are so preoccupied in a lot of things lately, which in short, means we are so busy in the past few days.

Busy for things that we cannot say at the moment, and we might never will.

Location wise, there are a lot of things that are happening here on our area. First is that there has been a strict curfew for about a week now, with 30+ baranggay tanods riding in tandem with the captain himself, probably the first time we have seen them in action, aside from his usual visits on his gargantuan house that is built besides Carlo's equally massive house. So the 10pm skate curfew has been implemented formally. Well they thought it might be wise for them to show the masses that they are in fact doing something other that drinking in their supposed outposts. The reason? There has been chaos six days ago I think, and the gangsters are being more aggressive than usual, resulting in the death of one teenager. Plus there has been a lot of shooting accidents everywhere and criminals are on the loose. Oh well.

Our gang found refuge in our houses, we've been nomads in the past few days, moving from one of our houses to the other spending the whole night philosophizing, talking about weird stuffs and almost everything under the sun. This resulted in a whole new sleeping pattern on which we would adjourn at about five in the morning, giving me no time to write or even take a look at this blog at all.

So that's it for now. I'll give updates later and some news that concentrates here, and maybe some photos too.



kaibigan  

Posted by Carlock Rascal in

Parang kailan lang, magkasama tayong nagtatawanan at nagkukwentuhan ng mga bagay na puro kasiyahan at iyakan kasama ang mga taong bumubuo ng ating mga araw. At sa paglipas ng maikling panahon na iyon ay ang bilis mong nakalimot at iniwanan ang ating pagkakaibigang nagbigay ng saya at tuwa sa mga taong ating nakasama. Saya at tuwang masasabi ang lahat ng iyon dahil doon natin nakilala ang bawat isa sa atin. At ngayong tayo'y may kanya kanya nang mga bagong landas na tinatahak ay maging masaya sana tayo. Ngunit kung darating ang isang hapon na ikaw ay iiyak at kailangan mo ng balikat na maiiyakan, Nandito lang ako aking kaibigan. Kaibigan mo parin akong maituturing kahit na kinalimutan mo ang ating mga sandali.

Pula  

Posted by Carlock Rascal in

Ngayon ako'y nakaupo sa isang silid na punong-puno ng kaguluhan at tuwa. Ang silid na nagturo at nagbigay ng iba't ibang mga kaalaman. Mga taong nandirito at nagpapasaya sa malulungkot kong mga sandali. At sa pagalis ko sa silid na ito ay kabalikat ko ang pangambang hindi na kita makikita. Ayokong magpaalam sa masasayang mga sandaling pinunan mo. Ngunit sa sandaling ito ay kailangan kong tanggapin at igalang ang iyong mga salita. Ayoko na pagmasdan ang iyong mga paang lumalakad papalayo sa akin. Pinagmamasdan ko ang kalangitan at nagtatanong kung bakit ikaw pa ang kailangang lumisan sa akin. Hangad ko lamang ang kaligayahang sa iyo ko lamang matatagpuan. Ayokong isipin na ganti ito ng buhay sa akin, at sana'y magbibigay ng leksyon sa buhay kong puro laro. Gusto kong muling magising sa isang umagang puno ng kasiyahan, kasiyahang magpapaalala sa akin sa'yo. Ako'y nandito, nagiintay ng iyong mga salitang magpapasaya sa akin. Muli kong pagmamasdan ang kalangitan at magiintay ng matatamis mong mga salita.

haphazard  

Posted by feihaley in

These past few days, my head has been in a state of daze and brainstorming. Again. Guess its really my nature, to think about stuffs, whether they're rational thoughts or just plain rubbish. I just wish i'd generate more sensible ones, so it won't be a waste of time, and brain cells. Hahahaha.

Something about the near future suddenly gave me a sense of fear and uncertainty that i have never felt before.. Although many times i've tried to convince myself to be calm and think of workable alternatives and solutions, i just can't help but be agitated. And from there i've started to question my own abilities and competence. If i'm cut out for this, and so on, and so forth. I'm confused, and i don't know if i'll be able to do this by myself. Well i should be. Otherwise, i'd end up God-knows-where. and that, is scary for me.

SINK OR SWIM.

DO OR DIE.

It's a good thing i enjoy what IS right now, and i have my friends. :) I have to stop worrying. anyway, worrying got me.. nowhere. Oh, i'm such a loser. Hahahaha.


I hope next time i'd be able to write a more no-nonsense post. :) Hahahaha.

1 [First Draft]  

Posted by ArsCariosus in

Nakilala ko si Kari noong mga panahong nahuhumaling ako sa anarkismong pananaw at pananamit. Tumigil na ako sa pag-iiskateboard noong mga panahong iyon- isa sa aking mga unang pagtigil, 'pagkat maraming beses akong tumigil sa pag-iiskate, mas marami pa sa inaakala ko noong panahong iyon. Sa katunayan ay inakala kong hindi na ako muling tatapak sa skateboard.
Isang normal na hapon iyon nang lumabas akong kalakip ang isang retrato ng ni Tim Armstrong ng Rancid sa aking kamay. Cover sleeve iyon ng album nilang Indestructible. Naka-gear ako noong hapon na iyon, nangangahulugang suot ko ang karaniwang masikip na pantalon, makapal na jacket at ang matigas na botang Doc Martens. Kahit na sapat na ang kaalaman ko sa anarkismo noon, kamakailan ko lang napagnilayan kung bakit ko nga ba kinailangan pang magsuot ng ganoong kasuotan. Oo nga't ito ang karaniwang suot ng mga musikerong nagtataguyod ng anarkismo at mga tunay na pankista subalit may katotohanang hindi nga angkop sa ating lipunan ang ganitong pananamit ng dahil sa klima at sa mahal ng DMs sa Pilipinas.
Walang naglalaro noong araw na iyon maliban kay Carlo, at sa isang lalaking kalaunan ay makikilala ko bilang si Kari. Nagsisimula palang kaming matuto ng panahon na ito, at sa naalala ko ay hindi naman ako lubusan pang tumitigil sa pag-iiskate noong nangyari ito. Wala lang akong panahon maglaro dulot ng labis na pagpupuyat kapupunta sa mga konsyerto.
Guma-gap sila ng one deck na sa dila ng skater na Pilipino ay nangangahulugang lumulundag sila sa isang skateboard na nakatagilid sa pamamagitan ng pag-ollie dito. Sa aking tantsya ay isang buwan pa lamang kami natuto nito, sapilitan pa dahil sa isang pangyayaring tutukuyin ko sa susunod na yugto ng librong ito. Kung kaya't iba ang impresyon ko sa dahuyang ito na tila bihasa na sa tirang ito 'pagkat kitang kita ang tinatawag na consistency sa kanyang galaw at walang kahirap-hirap niya itong ginagawa ng paulit-ulit. Kapansin-pansin din ang mga tira niya na wala pa kami, tulad ng BS Pop Shove It at Kickflip. Higit nga ang lamang ng karanasan ng taong ito kumpara sa amin.
Subalit kung kapansin-pansin na ang kanyang malulupit na tira (noong panahon na iyon), mas kapansin-pansin ang kanyang kasuotan: bagkus pang-araw-araw na kasuotan ang t-shirt at hindi naman masyadong kaka-iba ang pagsusuot ng shorts sa isang skater, kagulat-gulat ang reyalidad na hindi siya nakasapatos- siya ay naka-sandals. At hindi iyon biro; ito talaga ang pang laro niya. Doon ako napahanga.
Sandali pa'y tumayo ako sa aking kina-uupan, isang baitang ng isang dating tindahan sa harap ng aming bahay, at lumapit ako kay Carlo na diretso ang titg sa deck, na wari ba'y nag-iisip kung ano ang kanyang titrahin.

“Sino yan?” ang wika ko sa aking mahinang boses habang tumitira si Kari. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, subalit nang sandaling iyon ay tila pamilyar ang dayuhan. Nakita ko na siya dati, ang sabi ko sa sarili ko.

Nanatiling siyang nakatayo sa kabilang dulo, kaharap si Carlo, at nang nakutubang hindi ito titira ay tumakbo sabay sakay sa skateboard at ginapan ang isang skateboard, na isang sulyap ay nakilalang kay Arvin. Tumigil na siya sa harapan namin at pinakilala ito ni Carlo bilang si Kari.

ang "crammer" at ang tirador ng cake  

Posted by feihaley in

Well dahil magaling ako, nagkakandarapa na naman ako sa paggawa ng test ng mga students ko bukas. Cramming in short. XD At talaga namang inuna ko pang gumawa ng blog kesa tapusin ang dapat gawin! lol


But wait,there's more!!!

Di ako matatahimik hanggat di ko to naipopost, bukod kasi sa medyo disturbing cya e naiirita talaga ako ng todo. O_o


Dunno what's happening with the students being enrolled at our academy. From bad, they're getting worse. And WORST!! Everybody's going crazy, not just us, tutors.. Well, just read between the lines and if you're smart enough you'll get what i mean... LOL


At badtrip ako kaninang hapon dahil my malaking DAGA sa academy ang nagnenok ng birthday cake ko na regalo ng kapatid ko. as in UUUUUBBBBBBEEEEERRRRRR sa kapal ng pes!! Nakakaloka. Iniwan ko cya sa ref ng umaga, at nung binalikan ko ng hapon para i-share sa mga co-tutors ko? Tadaa!!! Kalahati na lang cya. At eto pang malupit jan...

MY FINGERPRINTS NA NAIWAN! OMG. WTF?!?!?!?! O_O


I don't want to point fingers to anyone, but my co-tutors have a PRETTY good guess kung sinong walanghiya ang tumira ng cake na un.


Grabe, nakakaawa naman cya. Di maxadong halatang PG cya at malikot ang kamay, Samantalang andami dami nyang perang pambili ng cake?? At cake ko pa ang tinira!? ay pota naman talaga. napaka-balahura. >_<



It's getting a little freaky.  

Posted by RAGDOLL in

Lately, I have been receiving a lot of views from unknown people here in Multiply. Mostly, they are guys and about 80% of them are photographers. What's weirder is that they don't just come from the Philippines. They come from all over the world. And it makes me wonder how they got to drop by my site; Where they heard it from or in where did they see it.

I'm pretty sure that I don't have porn pictures anywhere because, unlike Dianne Sena, I'm no slut, and so I don't think that their main purpose in viewing my site is to hire me as their next big porn star. Besides, they have pretty decent sites so I doubt that they are just fake people. Also, they are not connected to any of my friends here and, they are not my friends over Plurk so, it's really a mystery to me on how they got to hear about my site.

It's getting really tiring, posting on their guest books or sending them PM's just to ask them if I know them.

Clearly, I'm neither a flirt nor a snob.

FLIRTS.

Nothing infuriates me more than the mere mention of Dianne's name but, flirts get a little close to that.

I don't add people whom I don't know. It is clearly stated on my homepage. I'm not one to add people whom I don't know just for the sake of having a lot of contacts.

Also-

I'm definitely not a flirt to add them just so 'we could be friends'. Partly because, I think people who does that are plain CHEAP and partly because I don't believe in friendships via social networking sites. You just don't know who to trust. :)

I am not a snob, either.

I am almost 18 and, well, I don't remember everyone in the whole 18 years of my life. I met a whole lot of people before whose names I couldn't even remember now. So, if I know you, You MUST introduce yourself. Tell me how I met you. And I'll decide whether to add you up or not.

Don't just pop out of nowhere and start viewing every bit of my page. It's bound to freak out anyone.

Maynila  

Posted by Carlock Rascal in

Ang pinakamamahal kong syudad
unti- unti itong nasisira
mga tao'y lapastangan dito
paalam na sa iyo syudad ko.


Sanay mga tao'y matuto
tapon dito, tapon dun 'yan tayo
syudad nati'y wasak na wasak na
ang pinsalan'y napakalaki na


Wag mo kaming lisanin syudad ko
sa pagkat umaasa sa iyo
wala paring pagbabago sa 'tin
ang naghihingalong syudad natin


Paalam na sa iyo syudad ko
sana'y mailigtas ka mahal ko
paumanhin namin ay 'di sapat
pagkat kaw ay 'di na masasalat.

Sagip  

Posted by Carlock Rascal in

Napupuno na ako sa ingay at kaguluhan ng ating bayan. pagod na ako sa paghihintay ng tunay na kalayaan. ito na ba ang sinasabing kaunlaran na magaangat sa ating lahat? ewan ko, malay ko kung bakit ganito ang sistema ng lahat. ang bagyong dulot ng tao na nagpahamak sa ating lahat! bumubulusong, bumubulusong pabagsak ang sistema sanang magaahon sa unti-unting pagbaksak na panaginip. naawa ako sa sarili ko! wala akong magawa! nanliliit akong aminin ang kahihiyang tayong lahat ay isang talunan sa sarili nating laro.

BitchyJessica.  

Posted by RAGDOLL in


Multiply site about me:This is my site and you're free to view this anytime. That is- if you are on my contacts list. Blog entries, photo captions and the likes are all from me. Please stop stealing them.I don't add up people whom I don't know. I only add strangers who knows my close friends or- if I think that they are cool enough to be addedI AM A MEAN GIRL. THIS SITE ALMOST ALWAYS CONTAINS MEANNESS.I don't like losers. I'm telling it straight out. I think that being a loser is contagious and so don't bother talking to me if you know to yourself that you're a loser 'cause you definitely won't get a reply.I don't do drugs. I never smoke. I drink on certain occasions only.I am not open to criticisms aside from the criticisms of my closest friends who knows me best.I can be a real bitch when provoked. Don't make me mad. The degree of my anger never boils down to zero.I use cosmetics.I wear heels.I prefer skirts over pants.But- that doesn't mean that I am just another ordinary lady. In fact, I win against guys on arm-wrestling games from time to time.I can run the whole UST field in 4:09mins.I can play bass.--I read.I listen.I never steal.Go make your own dictionary, I don't care. Just stay away from my works.If you can't put up with any of these, then, I highly suggest that you go get the hell out of my site.Our views on things are different and we'll just end up having heated arguments.Not that it matters to me, though.I'm just warning you.-Jessica Crisostomo.

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