lost in mediocrity

Life is like a box of Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans

2011-05-31T21:21:00.006+08:00

"Today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday." ~UnknownOnce again, I have found myself some relief by putting all of my thoughtS into words. No, it's not a typographical error. You're reading it just right. It's with the capital S, because I really have a lot going on inside my head right now, and they're fighting to break free, which is currently giving me a headache and making my head feel

Ten Days.

2010-09-07T14:24:00.001+08:00

Creating a blog entry after work: My most effective stress-reliever. I saw this 10-day challenge online and I wanted to try it. Although since I don't get to create entries as much as how I do before, I decided to do everything in one go instead of doing it day by day. :) Here it goes: 1. Day ONE: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. a. We're fighting hell of a lot

121 Days of Sunshine

2010-08-14T18:24:00.002+08:00

To the boy with green and brown eyes:I could write you a hundred letters telling you how much I love you, how you make me laugh every time, how you hold my hand tight, how you kiss my forehead with such assurance that everything will be alright. But sometimes I have this feeling that even though the world has made a thousand words for me to tell you all these, it will never be enough. Its like

Of Good and Evil.

2010-08-09T23:40:00.003+08:00

Ich vermisse dich, meine virtuelle feder. Hello again. Let me start this by saying I've been busy travelling back and forth from Heaven and Hell and back here again on Earth where asses and bitches can be found. Most likely. So what has life been like since I last laid eyes and lips on you? I say, a lot, man. A LOT.I checked my last post and I can't believe that it has only been 5 months (or

Polusyon ng mga Salita.

2010-03-20T16:18:00.010+08:00

Isa sa mga pinaka kinasusuklaman kong gawain ng mga tao. Tsismisan. Pero hindi pa rin mawala ang pagkamangha ko sa popularidad nito sa karamihan. Pwedeng pwedeng makipagsabayan sa hindi matawarang kasikatan nila Lady Gaga at Manny Pacquiao. At mas lalo pang napapailing ang ulo ko sa talamak na pagsulpot ng kung anu-anong magasin at palabas sa telebisyon na walang alam gawin kundi pukulin ng

Pugon ng Ulong Naglulugon

2010-03-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

Nagmistulang balon ang aking utak sa init ng panahon; tuyot sa pangungusap at patuloy ang paglasap sa maligamgam na ala-alang mabilis sinunog ng himagsik ng araw. Sa ilalim, malapit nang matuyo ang nalalabi at kumukulong determinasyon para tapusin ang mga nasimulan bago ito tuluyang lumisan kasabay ng hangin sa himpapawid.Mabilis ang pagpunit ng mga araw sa aking gunita, at ilang araw na lang ay

Himagsik

2010-03-08T18:10:00.005+08:00

(isang tulang nahukay sa baul ng ala-ala, unang isinulat noong Feb. 2009)Sa paglisan ng tagak kasabay ang paglisan ng halimuyakna minsang ninais at pinagkait sa pagpikit ng miminsang tadhana.Minsa'y may nagwika: alam mo kung sino kilala mo kung sino at ang

Mood Swings

2010-03-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

These past few days I felt nothing but detachment, frustration, and grumpiness. Sometimes I really want to believe that people born on the month of February are, well, strange. Or something like that. And a little trivia? I am a menopausal baby. A nice little gift of sheer luck for me to be alive and "normal", in a sense that I do not possess an ailment that impairs me from being part of this too

nasan na ang isip ko?

2010-03-02T15:34:00.002+08:00

Wala na ang isip ko. Naisalin na lahat sa mga kwadernong ito.

A Little Detour

2010-02-21T13:22:00.008+08:00

Well. I guess the ton of school's work is getting at me again. Even when the school year is almost over and done with. Why do we have to work anyway? Yeah, I get it. Money and social status is as important as breathing nowadays. Especially when we are experiencing a "global crisis. Or should I say "they"? Global crisis of wealthy countries, to be exact. I admire those people who can live a simple

TIMELINE

2010-02-20T12:14:00.008+08:00

First time to write after so many years. these past few days something is bothering me, it keeps me awake during the night. hard to sleep, very hard to sleep. hehe. I'm just wondering if all the people that i met in the previous years of my life, do they still know me or even remember me when we cross path one day. Specially those friends of mine that i haven't seen for a long time. Can they

Tonic

2010-02-13T12:35:00.002+08:00

Read. Absorb. Practice. You just might need a little dose of these, who knows? :)"10 Principles for Peace of Mind"1. Do not interfere in other's business unless asked.2. Forgive and forget.3. Do not crave for recognition.4. Do not be jealous.5. Change yourself according to the environment.6. Endure what cannot be cured.7. Do not bite off more than you can chew.8. Meditate regularly.9. Never leave

Clockwork

2010-02-13T02:13:00.001+08:00

I can still smell the charred casserole that I used to boil water for my tea. Stupid git, don't you think? I totally forgot about it, went back to my room and fell asleep. The next thing I knew I can smell something burning. I jolted awake from my bed and ran towards the kitchen. Good heavens, there was still someone awake and surfing the internet at the kitchen, saw the casserole smoking and

Hands open. Eyes open.

2010-01-28T20:02:00.002+08:00

I am once more reunited with my virtual pen. Bonjour.I did not have plans of writing something tonight, but I read a friend's tagged note from some social networking site, and it somehow ignited a little spark in a part of my mind that said, "Hey, why not share something? You have a lot to say, maybe just a few lines would not be so bad." I admit I am not much of a good writer, or a story teller.

words reunited

2009-12-04T17:57:00.001+08:00

5:25.Blue.A book is lying at the bed. Staring blankly at its owner. Longing for its promised affection.Melancholy.The sweetness of chocolate. The bitterness of coffee. They have lost their fame.Emptiness.Electric guitars strumming. Beating drums to infinity. Screaming voices. Bottled messages.Blink.Lost words await the other end of the line.Sober.Drunken madness. False hopes. Masked shadows.

How To: Play MP3 and other codecs on Moblin 2.1

2009-11-14T16:09:00.009+08:00

Moblin (short for Mobile Linux) is a new Linux distribution that is designed by Intel to support multiple platforms and usage models ranging from Netbooks to Mobile Internet Devices (MID), to various embedded usage models, such as the In Vehicle Infotainment systems.Moblin 2.1 was released recently and you could check out the screenshots here or watch the intro video here for a quick look on how

Heartbreak

2009-10-01T14:32:00.003+08:00

October 1, 2009. The day when I read one of the most heartbreaking words in my life.. ='("Kuya xandy mo to, sori faye dustin passed away last Tuesday. Wala nman cya sakit di nman cya nagsuka o nagtae, tlgang d na nagkain bigla kc parang na stress cya sa mga anak ni schiver inaaway nia lahat pg lumalapit cla. Kya parang nag suicide na c dustin... Magmula ng umalis na kau nalungkot na cya..."I

Tragic Kingdom

2009-09-30T15:31:00.001+08:00

Typhoon Ondoy. One of the names that Filipinos will never forget. Yes. This post may be one of the millions out there expressing their grievances and losses due to that awful wrath of nature. I can't help but react to the current situation, even though my family was not one of the many families that suffered a fatal blow. Some friends of mine were hit by the sudden affliction, and I totally feel

Pilipinas,hindi ka ba nararapat?

2009-09-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

Napapadalas na naman ang bonding namin ng blog page ko. Hahaha. Kanina lang sumulat ako, at ngayon susulat ulit. Sa totoo lang naisipan kong nais kong gawan ng reaksyon ang sinabi ng isang kaibigan ukol sa Pilipinas nating mahal. Simula nung isang araw, walang habas ang panunuod ko ng lahat ng episodes ng Word of the Lourd sa Youtube. Kesehodang alam kong may mga dapat pa akong gawin. Nakakaaliw.

:( :( :(

2009-09-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

Oo. Malungkot ako kaya nararapat lang ang titulo ng lathala ko ngayon. Hindi lang pala malungkot. Mas mainam kung gagamitin ko ang katagang "Na-depress".:((Bakit naman?Kagabi,tinangka kong magpunta sa lugar kung saan ako malayang nakakapagmuni muni kasama ng mga tanawin sa di kalayuan. Ang rooftop ng gusaling kinalalagyan namin. Ngunit sa kasamaang palad, hindi ko mabuksan ang pinto. Kahit anung

break time

2009-09-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

Dapat e tuma-tumbling na ako sa sobrang tuwa dahil Eid Mubarak na, o mas kilala sa tawag ng pagtatapos ng Ramadan. At dahil diyan e my 10 araw kaming bakasyon sa eskwela. Pero hinde. Oh HINDE. Dahil andaming uwing trabaho. Gawaan ng 2nd quarterly exams. Reviewer. Lesson plans. Visual aids. Homeworks. Worksheets. Symbo cards para sa Foundation Week. Konsepto ng klase namin para sa Montessori Week.

I'm pretty much everywhere. Please do add me.

2009-08-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning and realized that I can't maintain most of my accounts anymore. It's getting pretty hard to look for my close friends at some sites. Also, to be honest, I'm never patient with going through those stuffs. I do have friends in those sites but, I don't know them personally. Mostly, they are not Filipinos. It's a little different without my friends to go and review my works so,

If you opened any of my recent blog posts, OPEN THIS AS WELL.

2009-07-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

I posted just one new blog entry a while ago. Yes, just one. It just so happened that Multiply's Import Blogs shit super sucks so, it ended up as a real disaster.I post most of my blogs on my OWN blogger account before I upload them here on Multiply. What I do to spare me the trouble of having to copy then paste everything here is to just use the import application here on Multiply. Unfortunately

Marikina Temple Crew Skaters saying NO to Con-Ass

2009-06-10T14:07:00.002+08:00

Park Spotting: Pag-Asa Park

2009-06-07T01:51:00.002+08:00

Kari Bauting, ollie to fakieWhere it's located?Phase II, Pag-Asa, Molino, Cavite CityWhat's in the park?Well, it's not really a park, though it's a fairly decent spot that's situated in a vacant lot. There is a knee high box and a manual pad with angle bars on both sides; a double bar and a flat bar; 2 kickers and a quarter pipe.Who maintains it?Mostly the locals, the obstacles are not fixed so

Spill it out.

2009-05-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

Dear Mr. I love you,This is me, your accident prone girlfriend, writing you yet another blog entry. Although, I am seriously doubting this. I am a hundred percent sure that somehow, this would turn out to be a real mess.Just this afternoon, at around 430pm, I think, I realized that I am a real magnet for trouble and that I am better off without saying anything. I am therefore taking a big risk

Heartbreaks and letters.

2009-05-13T15:54:00.000+08:00

A simple girl's letter to a perfect guy.Choices. We all have choices.We decide on our own, just like the fact that I chose to like you despite obvious obstacles. It's funny how I end up not being able to write this as smoothly as my previous blog entries when in fact, everything that I have on my mind is strangely connected to you. Lately, you've been the hot topic on my mind. It's always about

Congratulations, Wong!

2009-04-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Raymond "Wong" Lorenzana for making it in the International Team of FKD Bearings! Cheers!You could check FKD Bearings website for more info.Source

The Gago Boys ripping local spots

2009-04-17T16:17:00.001+08:00

Aloha Boardsports released this in their Facebook account today. It is a three minute video of Ryan DeCenzo, Chris Haslam, Cairo Foster, Cooper Wilt and Paul Sharp ripping the local spots.

hatak ng kamalayan

2009-04-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

Wala sa plano ko ang magsulat ngayon sa lahat ng "blogging sites" na meron ako,pero dahil sa iilang mga kadahilanan,eto ako ngayon at gumagawa ng bagong sulatin.At bakit ba Tagalog na Tagalog ang talatang ito? Nais ko lamang. "For a change", ika nga nila. May masama ba doon? Mahalin ang sariling wika. Iyon naman talaga ang lengguwaheng kinalakihan ko,hindi ba? :)Tama na sa paligoy. Bakit ba ako

Flashback

2009-04-12T02:47:00.004+08:00

It wasn't really my style to disclose whatever thoughts I have in mind. May it be about issues,people,my environment,you name it. For one reason or another,I'd rather keep them to myself,especially if it concerns those people of which I have established connections of the so-called friendship.I just felt the need to "talk" today. And so this entry was written.As i was absentmindedly replying to

Makati Skate Spotting

2009-04-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

I could see all four of them, walking in the distance, drenched in sweat. From here, I could somehow smell the sheer sourness of their shirts which in fact, is not caused by their perspiration alone. What cologne or perfume they have or how they washed their clothes surely have played a major part in the smell that reeked their clothes.John approached me first, all excited, not even allowing me

part from an unfinished short story

2009-04-08T02:35:00.000+08:00

To see Jim smirk like that was one of the most disappointing things to say the least. So I just sauntered back to where I've been, like I've always did and spent a great deal of time there. After spending precious time just staring at nothing and mind racing, I decided to go back to where we were then.He's still there and his imminent image, holding a cigarette with the smoke curlicues spiraling

it all goes uphill from here

2009-04-05T02:36:00.000+08:00

Rasheed Al Rasheed Jonathan "Otie" Tipan Jeff Gonzales The local skateboarding scene is almost on its peak to success; gone were the days when skateboarders around the country were generally looked upon as bums, drug addicts, loiterers and dirty kids. Now, pretty much like in the US, skaters here are gaining attention and are now treated as athletes, something that Tony Hawk proved way, way back

Will Santiago's Making Haste trailer released

2009-04-04T04:19:00.000+08:00

While searching for news about what's been happening on the local skate scene, I happened to chance by this trailer from Will Santiago. Not unless you've been living under a huge rock for some time now, I'm pretty sure you've heard about him, or even saw him doing what he does best: making history by documenting the local skate scene.With Ansey Flores, Jeff Gonzales, DonDon Villela, Lynell

Isang Panaginip

2009-03-26T04:27:00.001+08:00

Isang malaking alupihan ang nagdulot ng iba't-ibang imaheng pinagtagpi-tagpi't pinagpatong-patong at tinahi. Paulit ulit ang mga kataga marahil tulad ng halos isang daang mga paa ng alupihan sa sabay sabay sa pagpadyak o paggapang; sadyang mahirap ipaliwanag kung anong uri nang pagkilos ito, lalo pa't dalawa lamang ang aking mga paa. Dinala ako nito sa pilapil, o pilapil na may pader kaharap ang

way, way back in 2006

2009-03-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

i stumbled with my old blog and i was really amazed at how dumb i am right now, well as compared before. or i maybe im not just reading and writing enough? i really want my old self back.i don't want (sept 2006)I want to have something to write about but it seems that every time I tried thinking of a subject, my mind betrays me in a way that makes me not want to write anymore about anthing or

Farewell to y dear malate!!

2009-03-22T17:47:00.001+08:00

only 4 days left, and it's graduation day. I am so nervous! finally after four long long years of studying in this institution i will be graduating. but here is the sad part, i will really miss malate so much! even sometimes i hated that school. whoah!! they are right, highschool is the best part of every students life because there is the humble beginnings, the teasing part, the fighting, the

Dawn

2009-03-15T15:40:00.001+08:00

Have nothing to do, sitting in a plastic chair, looking outside the window next to my sister’s laptop. Thinking about the past, the past that is haunting me until now. I can’t stand to think the ghost of my past and ashamed to admit that I am a failure. I have ruined everything. I lost all of my hopes and dreams, I lost it in the battle of patience. I lost everything, the love, the happiness,

run-of-the-mill

2009-03-15T02:56:00.000+08:00

This entry is not for those who are very conventional and opinionated.and so you have been warned.*********************************There really are some people with mediocre understanding.No. I'm not against these folks. It's just that sometimes, they become a cause of nuisance for me. Especially when they question WHY i DO, what i DO. Actions that are most likely "abnormal" for them, but

bad times

2009-03-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

You got that right. i'm very much SULKY right now. >_

minor set backs

2009-03-08T21:30:00.000+08:00
I'll start this blog by saying, "Nawawalan na ko ng gana."I don't know if it's just me or everyone and everything around me but i feel like i'm more on the downgrade now.One of the reasons why i feel like a retard (again) is that i don't find anything that stirs up my interest, something that boosts my energy and motivation. It's like things are just slowly fading away with the background,

nagaganap

2009-03-03T04:43:00.000+08:00
Papunta ako sa bilihan noon upang bumili ng maiinom at ng usok. Sa aking pagdaan, napansin kong bukas ang ilaw at sa pamamagitan ng bahagyang paglapit, naroon nga sila. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero may maliit na salu-salong nagaganap ng lingid sa aming kaalaman.Sa loob naaroon ang apat na kataong nababalot sa makapal na usok, nakapalibot sa isang bote ng inumin, kung saan nagaganap ang ritwal-

lately

2009-02-28T05:39:00.000+08:00
I haven't written anything in this blog lately, and that's because of the fact that we are so preoccupied in a lot of things lately, which in short, means we are so busy in the past few days.Busy for things that we cannot say at the moment, and we might never will.Location wise, there are a lot of things that are happening here on our area. First is that there has been a strict curfew for about a

kaibigan

2009-02-21T00:42:00.000+08:00